Today is the first day of the new semester. We had two lessons today. I can't seem to keep myself focus today. My mind's like drifting to somewhere else and felt very sleepy perhaps due to going to bed super late last night.
I was repairing my lappy once again last night. Did an "overhauling" and software clean up, updates, defrag and stuff, that kept me busy for hours and finally going to sleep at close to 5am. Macbook Pro..stop calling my name...you asshole!!
On the bed, thoughts clouded my mind which make me can't have a proper sleep. Something that took place last night actually left a huge impact in me. Till now, I'm still thinking about that. Its not that I keep thinking about it, it just bothers me so much, and I can't stop thinking about it.
New semester has just started and I am beginning to doubting myself and my abilities. But no matter what, I will still strive on and overcome all the obstacles. I have lost too much last year and this year I will do my very very best, with all my strength to gain back everything.
I don't want to lose away anything anymore. Fight on! Fight hard!