Apologies to those who has been anxiously waiting for my blog updates. I haven't receive any comments in my haloscan yet. But i could feel that there are still visitors to my blog. Your anticipation is much appreciated. i will try to update in a much consistent frequency.
School shall be the topic of the day. Your guess is right, my school starts today. I am studying in NAFA now. To make this idiot-proof, NAFA actually means, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts. So, don't confuse it with NASA, or even NANA. you know who and what are they.
I have enrolled in its Design and Media faculty course, majoring in Advertising Design. Well, its been three years since i last went to school and most probably for that reason, the feeling of uneasiness and uncertainty has caught up with me. Its the same feeling i have on the day i went to Pulau Tekong. Moreover, I can't seem to focus myself yet. My current mental state is like an spoilt camera. The lens doesn't work anymore. It needs a repair, or even an upgrade. I just need sometime to settle in, both physically and mentally.
I don't undertstand why I have adopted such feelings inside me. I am doing something I like and which i always wanted to do and accomplish. On the other hand, today is also the day i am becoming an over-age student. They are all so freaking younger than me and this just reminds me of my polytechnic days where some of my course mates are older than me quite a few years of age. like when i was 18, they are 24 or 25. Anyway, i am 23 now.
Well, there are still uncertainties ahead, but i will go all the way with all my strength and proof myself to the people who has always doubted me.
"age is just a number...it doesn't mean anything..."